MIA

I can't believe it's been over a month since I last blogged. We've been busy... very busy. I will be blogging more. I will attempt to catch you up on the past month (but in brief snippets as I see fit).

I'm still alive and doing well.

The boys are wonderful. And handsome. And hilarious. And full of energy.

My husband turned one year older yesterday. My love for him runs so deeply.

We have moved. We are 85% settled in.

We've had a few hiccups here and there... with moving, with life, with relationships... growing pains, I guess. Every good thing is worth the fight.

I am in a much happier place mentally. I feel as though things are falling into place. Life is good today... life is good today.

And on that note, I leave you with two pictures... this is what it looks like when two chunks of your heart exist on the outside of your body...

Quick Update

I'm going to be honest with you...
I'm in a bit of a funk...
hence why I've not blogged lately.
Too much is going on lately...
it's impacting me deeply...

But here are a
few updates...

B
was approved for
Early Intervention
He's "significantly delayed" in
communication and cognition
(although I disagree with the cognition area)
He's doing well post-surgery
He has a teeny cold
I love him

P
was scheduled for an
Endoscopy with a 24 hour pH probe study
for today but
it was cancelled upon arrival because
last night he
was retracting: sub-costally and sub-sternally
and wheezing
and breathing really, really fast - high 50s
We'll go back
in two weeks to attempt the edg/pH again
I love him

My boys make it
worth waking up every day
I could kiss them a
million times

They give me hope
They are my everything