IVIG

My lone post for the month of March touched lightly on our IVIG journey. I have to say that so far it's going very well. Brice has completed 4 infusions and Pierce has completed 1. Brice presented with an ear infection at this 1st infusion --- He also got sick about a week after infusion #3 (double ear infection and red, swollen throat - Rx'd a z-pak) --- IVIG #1 = migraine 24 hrs post; IVIG #2-4 = headache 48hrs post. Pierce's first infusion went a bit more smoothly than Brice's but it lasted much longer. And poor Pierce had a migraine for an entire day, starting a little less than 24hrs after. He was miserable. We will see how they continue to do - they may need a small dose of steroids at the 24hr-post window or they may need to switch to a different brand. They are presently on G@mmagard.

Infusion day has gotten REALLY tough with Brice. He knows what's going to happen... he knows he's getting an IV... and he knows he doesn't like it. His first IV went okay - the second was a disaster. By the third, they knew what to expect so they brought in the anesthesia team to do his IV. They were prepped to take him down to a procedure room to give him some nitrous, do his IV and bring him back to the floor. Thankfully, they didn't have to... but the kid has a reputation now. For infusion #4, in walked an anesthesiologist to do his IV. He isn't allowed to eat for at least an hour before in case they have to give him any nitrous.

Our immunologist called in an Rx of Syner@ for us. Our first time using them will be this coming Wednesday. It's basically a lidocaine/tetracaine patch that we will put on as we are leaving the house. It needs about 45 minutes to take full effect. Fingers crossed this helps reduce some, if not all, of the pain they experience during the IV process.

Last month, I spoke to the immunologist [that we see each month for IVIG] about switching to sub-q. I knew that we would have to wait because it was Pierce's first infusion but I wanted to know more about and what his thoughts were regarding it. He thinks it's a very reasonable option for both of the boys. He prefers to do in-hospital infusions at first just to see their reaction to the immunoglobulin and to have that one-on-one time with the parents. He also thinks that we will be able to find a suitable area for the sub-q infusions somewhere in the boys' flank area. As much as I don't want to me the "mean guy" having to stick my kids, I will gladly welcome it because it's a teeny needle and we get to do it in the comfort of our own home. Basically, we insert a thin needle, under the skin/into fatty tissue (sub-cutaneous), tape it down and begin the infusion process. It will take about 1.5 hours and we will do it once a week. The pump is similar to an insulin pump but a little bit larger. Home health would come in and teach us what to do, etc. The side effects are much less with sub-q because they are receiving a smaller amount of it each week. The purpose of any immunoglobulin infusion is to administer enough into the body to last for "x" amount of time. In the hospital, they are given a 4 week dose... at home, they would be given a 1 week dose.... so we may be able to completely eliminate the migraines/headaches! I plan on bringing it up again after our infusion this coming Wednesday. I would love to be able to start this route in June. The other good thing is that if sub-q doesn't work out, we can switch back to in-hospital infusions without it messing anything up! I would say expect an update next week but I make no promises because my life has the ability to go from very calm to insane in a matter of seconds... but for now, here are some pictures chronicling our infusions.

IVIG #1

IVIG #2

IVIG #3

IVIG #4 / IVIG #1

one more kiss!

I need to start blogging on a more consistent basis... not for you (sorry, just being honest) but for me. I initially wanted this blog to be a place for me to remember those moments... the ones that I want to remember for forever. It's turned into more of a place for me to document my children's health issues (which has come in handy more times than not) and from time-to-time, I get to document about those moments. My hope is to start blogging about anything and everything - whether it's about Brice's first day in Pre-K3 (coming SO soon!! September 6th to be exact!), Pierce CONSTANTLY wanting to "pee-pee", a picture of my boy's artistic renderings... on my walls, their medical issues or just my thoughts - I need to challenge myself to my blogging at least three times a week - hold me to it, people, hold me to it!

Today is my mom's birthday! We are celebrating with dinner and a cake here at our home this evening. Both the boys called her this morning to wish her a "Happy Birthday" but she didn't answer! So what did this momma do... pulled out the (cell-phone) camera of course and posted videos to Facebook (seriously, THANK YOU technology!).

Aren't they cute?

And my latest update on the boys... it looks like we're heading in the direction of IVIG therapy for both of them. Pierce has been living on antibiotics for weeks now (he did 12 days of Omnicef and is taking 3 weeks of Augmentin). Brice is about to start antibiotics as well for a sinus infection.

This is what our daily meds list looks like (minus whatever antibiotic Brice is about to start...)

They are both having blood work on Monday, August 2, to check their titer levels (post Pneumovax23) and to check their memory B cell functioning. The latter test is experimental but it can indicate if they have difficulty making cells necessary to recognize and fight off a microbe on repeat exposure. If Pierce's titers come back low, that will be enough to justify (to insurance - they need certain labs to approve IVIG since it is extremely costly) starting his IVIG course for 18-24 months. If Brice's titers come back low OR within an acceptable range but his memory B cell function is low, he will begin IVIG as well.

At our hospital, IVIG therapy is administered once a month, on Wednesdays only. It is a short stay admission to the hospital (typically about a half day so long as the infusion is uneventful). An IV will be placed and the infusion typically takes a couple of hours. Every 6 months, they will have blood work to look at their levels - IgG but specifically IgM and IgA. If at any point during treatment, their IgM or IgA level starts to decline they will be given the definitive diagnosis of CVID (Common Variable ImmunoDeficiency) or hypogammaglobulinemia. If that doesn't happen, once the course of IVIG is completed, they will have blood work 6 months after to check their levels. If everything looks good, they will still be followed because they are technically not out of the woods. At any point, their levels could drop off which would mean true CVID (as opposed to transient of childhood). If they do have CVID, they will get IVIG for the balance of their lives... that statement is a bit daunting.

Deep down inside, I strongly feel as though they will both be candidates for IVIG Therapy. I am thankful to know that we will most likely have an answer in about 3 weeks (versus in September!). I remain hopeful that if they do go in this direction, that it's just transient and not true CVID. Only time will tell... and for some reason, I just can't buy into the quote of "this too shall pass" because, what if it doesn't.

It's not fair for them. I feel like my body failed them. I know in reality that I haven't failed them. But if they have this... at what point during their development did something go wrong? I've felt like this for quite some time with Pierce's mitochondrial diagnosis. And while he is on the mild end of the spectrum, we have no assurity that it will always be like this. It can change at any moment... and that scares me. I feel like I am constantly questioning every off thing he does - Why is his appetite suppressed? Is he falling more than usual for a toddler? For himself? Why is he sleeping more than usual? Are any of these symptomatic of regression? And  now, the thought of him having a compromised immune system on top of it... that just sucks. It's bad enough that he will be on a list of medicines for the rest of his life, but to think he may need IVIG forever too... I despise that too. But then I look at them... and I see their happy, smiling faces. I see them playing with one another. I see Pierce becoming more of a toddler daily and Brice becoming less of one. I see so much love and happiness. And that makes every single moment I worry and stress so completely worth it. I would be lying if I said I wished things, medically speaking, weren't different. It's a lot to take in but I still get to fulfill requests of "one more kiss " (actually 8 more kisses) and "one BIG kiss"... I still get to kiss them good night, every night And those moments are some of the moments I want to remember forever.