A tiny glimpse...

First, you can tell it's been awhile since I blogged... I had no clue that Blogger made a bajillion changes to it's format... oh well, bare with me if I screw anything up.

So I owe a few dozen updates to those who actually still come here to read... but today I am exhausted. I did want to share this with you. I contacted the Beads of Courage program to see if the boys were eligible. CHNOLA only offers BOC to oncology patients but we are eligible for the Beads From A Distance program. I am really excited because I feel as though this will give the boys something more tangible to express all that they've been through... and it's quite a bit for their 2 and 3.5 years of existence. I had a tally form with various categories and sub-categories to complete. They will each receive a certain bead for each thing they've been through... here is what I was able to tally for each of them:

Pierce

• 1 inpatient admit
• 8 nights in the hospital
• 1 NG tube
• 21 x-rays
• 4 times of being NPO
• 2 IV antibiotics
• 1 time on isolation
• 8 IVs
• 24 pokes for bloodwork
• 2 echocardiograms
• 2 EKGs
• 5 swallow studies
• 2 upper GI series
• 4 ER visits
• 1 ambulance ride
• 1 muscle biopsy
• 2 brain MRIs
• 1 ABR
• 2 brain CTs
• 1 upper EGD
• 1 lower EGD
• 1 sleep study
• 1 EEG
• 1 upper airway fluoroscopy
• 2 cardiology visits
• 10 GI visits
• 4 opthamology visits
• 9 genetics visits
• 7 ENT visits
• 4 neurology visits
• 6 orthopedic visits
• 5 immunology visits
• 4 pulmonology visits
• 2 IVIG infusions (well 1 is this coming Wednesday)
• 1 surgery
• 1 trip to AL for ortho consult
• 17 trips to Baton Rouge (1 hour away from NOLA)
• approximately 94 therapy sessions (speech and physical)

Brice

•  5 IVIG infusions (1 this coming Wednesday)
• 12 IVs
• 13 ENT visits
• 6 immunology visits
• 10 GI visits
• 3 pediatric surgeon visits
• 1 pulmonology visit
• 1 genetics visit
• 7 x-rays
• 3 hearing tests
• 15 pokes for bloodwork
• 3 surgeries
• 7 ER trips
• 2 inpatient admits
• 5 nights in the hospital
• 2 upper EGD
• 2 lower EGD
• 1 bronchoscopy
• 1 laryngoscopy
• 1 nasal endoscopy
• 1 NG tube
• 1 brain MRI
• 1 ophthalmology visit
• 2 urology visits
• 3 ultrasounds (1 abdominal, 2 renal)
• 2 foley catheters
• 2 upper GI series
• 1 swallow study
• 1 nuclear gastric study
• 21 trips to BR
• approximately 88 Speech Therapy sessions

After seeing all of this, it made me realize why the last 3.5 years have flown by... the sad thing is that this doesn't even encompass what seems like the hundreds of times we've been in the pediatrician's office for sick visits, well visits and childhood immunizations.

That's it for today --- if you have the ability, I really encourage (and would more than appreciate) you to make a donation the Beads of Courage program. You can do so here!

A post coming tomorrow about our scary day with Pierce yesterday... off to go release some stress while working out :)

bumper cars - missed memo?

I apparently missed the memo that I would be involved in a game of bumpers cars yesterday...

Pierce had an appointment with pulmonology at Children's. He had a clear (!) chest x-ray with NO sign of lung disease. He still has a residual cough (mainly at night) from his upper respiratory infection. Dr. L thinks it's one of two things: (1) he's had multiple lung infections and he wheezes from time to time (especially when he's sick) - so the night-time cough could be an asthma-like cough or (2) with viral (respiratory) infections you can experience asthma like symptoms for 4-5 weeks after the infection subsides... so for now, he will receive a breathing treatment at night, before bed. Dr. L wants to see us back in September when "lung season" begins. I am imagining that we will be on a 2-4 times a year checkup pattern with him. He stated that if he ever sees a problem cropping up that he will let us know how he thinks it will play out ahead of time so that we can make a decision in a non-stressful environment. He reminded me (in a kind, not fear-mongering way) of the down sides of mitochondrial disease (ie G-tubes, serious breathing difficulties, etc). He seems to be very intelligent (you can tell he knows that he is but he reels himself in avoiding arrogance) - he was the Director of ICU at Children's for 25+ years. Long story short - I REALLY like him and I am glad to have him on Pierce's team.

On our way home, literally about 1 mile from our house, we were rear-ended --- seriously, being in a car accident with my child had always ranked in my top 5 mommy fears. With this accident, I knew it was going to happen when I looked in my rear view mirror. Poor Pierce was sound asleep - the scream my baby let out on impact was horrifying. When I knew the impact was inevitable, I kept thinking "I am going to get out of this car and give that person a piece of my mind... how could he hit me? And with my baby in the car? What part of stopping couldn't he understand?!" --- and after Pierce screamed all I thought was "How quickly can I get out of my seatbelt and get him out of his carseat?" It took a good 10 minutes to console him and it broke this mama's heart. A state trooper came out and wrote a report.

Pierce seems to be having some anxiety with getting into his carseat. It has happened four times now - he freaks out and doesn't want to get into his seat. I am a little sore. I must have clenched my teeth because my jaw hurts in addition to my neck, shoulders and lower back.

I filed a claim this morning. At first the (at-fault) driver's insurance company did not want to replace both carseats but one simple statement changed their mind: "... that's fine. I would like a written statement from your company accepting full liability and responsibility in the even that Brice's carseat were to fail us in the future." Carseat safety is a huge thing to me - I refuse to take any risks with my children's lives.

At the end of the day, I am so thankful that our car was significantly damaged and that my baby and I were not seriously injured.

titers and vials and more

Yesterday, my sweet little man had his quarterly follow-up with genetics. Since I don't feel like getting all fired up again, here's the annotated version:

After almost 45 minutes in waiting room with screaming toddler, our brazillant nurse crossed my path (not her best move) and I wanted to drop-kick her for her craptastic attitude... fast-forward another 45 minutes, doctor finally joins my terroristic toddler... he immediately apologizes for the "unacceptable wait time" (his words, my thoughts --- someone double booked his 9am slot - mind you, our appointment was scheduled for 3 months... sigh)... I express my dissatisfaction with his nurse... he acknowledges that "changing the system is hard, but he's diligently working on it."... we move on to the real reason for our visit - sweet Pierce. I tell him about our ST's concern with his decrease in words - he says we are probably seeing some regression but the positive thing is that he will progress back up. Mitochondrial disease has it's ups and downs - like a roller-coaster. I told him that we saw allergy/immunology and that Pierce's IgG levels came back low. We discussed Pierce's history of pneumonia, (several cases of) bronchiolitis, wheezing, neb'ing, etc... he thinks we need to add Pulmonology to our (ever-growing) list of specialists. He also said that Pierce is anemic - his levels aren't critically low. We are adding Poly-Vi-Sol to his daily regimen of medications/supplements. If that doesn't help, he may need elemental iron. We waited forever and a day for his labwork (due to miscommunication... again)... his left arm pooped out after {barely} two vials (I knew it would as soon as they stuck him because of the way his blood was flowing...)... his right arm was such a champ... 8 vials of blood later, one teal bandaid, one red bandaid one orange and one grape lollipop, two glittery Elmo stickers and we were FINALLY out of there... a whole 3 hours later.

Stats --- 23lbs 4oz (16th% weight) and 78.9cm (20th% height)

I received a phone call today from his allergist/immunologist team. they received his titers back... not so great news.

Pierce received his Prevnar (PCV7 - now it's PCV13) vaccine at 2 months, 4 months and 6 months of age; at 15 months, a child receives a Prevnar booster. A child's immune system is typically where it should be against the 14 most invasive strains after the first 3 Prevnar vaccines... Pierce's is not. 

They want to see at least 7 of these serotypes greater than 1.29 --- as you can see with Pierce, only 2 of his are... and just barely. Because of his low titers and low IgG levels, they are going to give Pierce a vaccine called Pneumovax 23. They said his body will (or should) mount a different response to this vaccine. Approximately 6 weeks after, his titers will be re-checked. If his levels are still low, we will discuss our next step (possibly close monitoring of his infection levels or straight on to IVIG). [side-note: I am slightly nervous about this vaccine seeing as how it has not been established in the under 2 population... Pneumovax23]

It's so hard seeing this sweet, smiley-faced boy that looks a-okay on the outside but really isn't on the inside... that's all for now... I feel depleted... but in 30 or so minutes, that sweet smiley-faced, blonde curly haired boy will be calling my name... and showering me with wet open-mouthed kisses... and that my friends replenishes my spirit.